Hey Everyone! Yes I am finally blogging! I just wanted to let everyone know what we are up too these days and how we are doing. We started the year off right by going to california and Vegas in January! We had tons of fun! We found out that we were going to be parents on Valentine's Day this year so we really thought this was going to be a great year with a new baby on the way! I had a lot of complications during the pregnancy and our life changed forever on June 15th when I had our little boy who did not make. I was six months pregnant and lost the baby due to a placental abruption, infection, and leaking amniotic fluid. It was a nightmare for us to lose our son that we were so excited about having join our family. It is a HUGE loss for us but I have to tell you all I have the most amazing husband in the world that stood by my side through it all and gave me the strength to make it through. I don't know what I would do without him and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. We are making through this hard period by realizing how lucky we are to have each other, our family, our friends, and the short time we had with our son. This process has made me realize how short life is, how quickly it can change, and that sometimes you have to say goodbye before you say hello, and that all things happen for a reason although we don't know why or how. I cherish memories of our little guy punching me and hiccuping in me. He was a real trooper with a great personality like his dad. We both struggled through it all and not getting the outcome we all wanted. I thank all of you who helped us through it all. Heaven has an angel, not just any angel but our son. I know he is safe and in good hands up there watching us and helping us through the hard times in our lives. I will always love him and miss him in our family everyday, but I am thankful I had him and got to see what Jason and I created, a wonderful perfect little boy!